I'm sorry to hear that you're mom has been sick, that sounds hard on so many levels, sending hugs to you and healing thoughts to your mom. Being with her even if it's hard seems like totally the right and necessary thing to do, glad you were able to go...life in general is so complex and layered, I can relate to the emotional rollercoaster and full on contradictory feeling that you describe that happen all at once in human relationships, especially with family. In this one, you seemed hard on yourself but also seemed to have gained some peace of mind. Thanks for sharing so intimately and truthfully.
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I'm sorry to hear that you're mom has been sick, that sounds hard on so many levels, sending hugs to you and healing thoughts to your mom. Being with her even if it's hard seems like totally the right and necessary thing to do, glad you were able to go...life in general is so complex and layered, I can relate to the emotional rollercoaster and full on contradictory feeling that you describe that happen all at once in human relationships, especially with family. In this one, you seemed hard on yourself but also seemed to have gained some peace of mind. Thanks for sharing so intimately and truthfully.